The shaky tree

Remember the previous post?

I did text him that.

And he kept trying to persuade me to continue seeing him.

For three consecutive days.

But he never told me anything about what he feels about me.

He only demanded for an explanation on why I do not want to see him anymore,and persuaded me not to do so.

He managed to.

I am weak. :(

While he was trying to persuade me,I actually am the one who had to ask him what he felt/feels about me. Is he that ignorant or what?

And the worst thing is probably when he asked why?

I mean WHYYYY?

WHY WOULD ANYBODY ASK WHY?

AND HE DIDNT EVEN RESPONDED ON THE FACT I TOLD HIM I HAD FEELINGS FOR HIM.

I mean,say something.reject me or something.say you dont like me or something.but dont just say nothing about it or avoiding the topic and just simply ask me to stay with you.

How am I supposed to stay being with you if you dont care enough to say something?

I asked him what he felt about me,after three days,and he said,'honestly im starting to love you.' Which is not convincing at all.

IT IS NOT CONVINCING.

I DONT BELIEVE HIM.

I still think he only wants me to stay with him because he's lonely,and I am an option.

But at the end I decided to continue whatever we had.

cos deep down I hope what he said it's true.

I know. I am so stupid when it comes to guys. :(

We are still contacting each other.But we never had  that DTR talk.

DEFINE THE RELATIONSHIP TALK.

Which is obviously the biggest evidence that he doesnt care,and he doesnt like me/love me.

:'(